Anonymous said: I'm so glad you're back. You always seem to find things that I want to see and that I didn't even know I should be looking for.
I always ramble…
Thanks for this note - your timing was great. Have felt like I’ve been dealing with 12 levels of !@%# for way too long and it’s messing with my mojo, screwing with my chakras, throwing off my groove (whatever you believe in) - just basically making me so cranky and moody that I don’t even like hanging out in my own head and that sucks because it’s pretty much a T.A.R.D.I.S. and can be very interesting at times!
I tried coming back to tumblr to see if it would be fun again but was already thinking of jumping ship again. It just hasn’t felt the same. I know I’m in a funk but if I’m finding so much less interesting stuff for both blogs and I know this one has got an active readership of probably less than 5 and I can’t complain because I post odd stuff, sometimes non-scroll friendly stuff here.
So in the middle of this little boo-hoo session I’m trying to get going (I actully have some legit crap going on in the real world), I get this random nice note in my inbox - so now I’m really confused, thank you very much… geez. You should know:
1. I rarely get messages.
2. Most the messages I do get are spam bs.
3. Most of the other messages I used to get were weird notes complaining about some aspect of posts on absolute-ridiculosity. They weren’t trolls, they were just weird or negative. Otherwise, no feedback at all and so eventually I got tired, said “screw it”, and just deleted everything and left.
4. So back to Number 1 - I rarely get messages so getting a nice one was, well, nice, and lately I’ve needed something (anything) positive - no matter how small or random. I think a lot of people usually do. Even when my pendulum swings to the jaded and cynical side of me, I still believe in random acts of kindness. They can go a long way.